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Thoughts and Prayers

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It seems like it was just yesterday I can remember my mother said to me "son,what are you gonna do when I'm not around?do you think that your family will take care of you?" Don't waste anytime follow your dreams and your heart just make sure that your loved ones know that you care and you'll always be there. always show that you care, show love and respect for the ones that choose to stick around. even through all of the bullshit don't hold on to grudges for too long cause you never know when it's your last goodbye. Sad to say I told you so, but eventually everyone goes. I don't think that I can take much more losing my mother was enough I wasn't prepared for what was in store. Simple things like getting out of bed just seem to be so difficult, I'll just let these days fade out until I can find what it is that I am looking for, but I don't think that anyone really knows the answers or solutions to the pain that won't fade away.living with it everyday. Always asking yourself why, everybody else telling you they'll be there for you, but these are all just empty promises nobody really cares unless they go through it themselves. The pain it swells I'm holding on for dear life but I don't think I can hold on much longer anymore. Oh my god I've lost it all, and I have picked myself up every time I've ever been knocked down. Seems like its a sick test to see how much longer I can carry on. It's been so long ago, but it still burns like it was yesterday I can remember when the doctor said son you lost your dad, there isn't much that we can do. He'd be a vegetable he won't remember your face, can't recall your voice. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you. But what are prayers? Wishful thinking can't repair the loneliness and despair that I feel. And I'm so scared, don't know what is to become of me or whether or not I even care. Sad to say I told you so, but eventually everyone goes and I don't wanna live with regret.

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from SIGNALMAN, released April 14, 2014

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